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Wake up and smell the coffee.
Posted on: November 4, 2012
Sometimes, you think you know someone. You know them because you’ve been by their side in good times and bad, and just sometimes you think you have an insight to the type of being that they are.
In other times, you just don’t understand how the hell they came to be this way. Change is inevitable. This is what I’m trying to figure out. If someone could explain to me why the hell I couldn’t wake up and smell the fucking coffee to finally see what kind of person they were? I’d really appreciate it.
People change when others come into their life. It has made me see clearly. I don’t know what to do.
Stand back and watch it all disintegrate? Fight back? Or just forget what the hell is going on because it’s not worth fighting for? It is only now, that I have taken a step back that I see them for what they are… an idealist. A dreamer. Not that it’s a bad thing, but honey… you better wake the fuck up because in reality, nothing goes your way unless you can reason others towards your thoughts. You illogical, unreasonable person.
Just remember next time… when you’re given leadership, not only do you drag one of us down – we all go down.
I wonder what will become of us.
A New Year.
Posted on: January 6, 2012
Happy 2012, people!
Another year is upon us… hopefully we won’t die on the 21st of December 2012 (that’s the date of the zombie apocalyse) so fingers crossed for that! May this year be filled with a new beginning – either that be interpreted by travelling to another country to study, going into a higher grade or just like… giving yourself a clean slate. The world has got nothing on me right now. This year is the year I become more involved than ever before! I will be a better person than I was last year, and I will be refreshed from life.
A new year, a new beginning…
I hope you all had a wonderful new years, whether that consisted of getting completely smashed… OR just sleeping after the fireworks! May 2012 be the year that you hope for it to be and I will be back soon to write more about my year as it progresses… good or bad.
I realised I haven’t posted up any of the rants I was supposed to throw on here. MY BAD. I’ve just been extremely lazy and out of it. Hopefully, that’ll change. 🙂
I bid you all a wonderful January and I will definitely be back soon. 😀
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
Gonna Get Over You.
Posted on: December 11, 2011
Hey guys, been busy doing nothing but sleep… and with an epic amount of ceebs right about now, I can’t write anything. Well, every time I have an idea, it’ll get shot down half way through… SIGH. Why must I be so difficult?
Anyways, the basics will be gone through – favourite videos. Videos that have been inspirational or something that would be rather interesting to know. Next few blogs may just be fillers when I am me outside of this cyber space… Like, I always have ideas for blogs, especially when it would take me an hour to get to university… every peak hour morning train. Oh, THE FUN I HAD. I’m so glad I didn’t fall asleep though. I will upload the first blog draft I wrote up here after I’m done with this one… IF I’ll ever be done with this one. 🙂
SO GAIZ. How have we all been? I’m sure we’ve all been well. As I previously mentioned, I am in a terrible state of ceebs… and I’m bored out of my mind. The holiday season is near… I wonder what I should do. GAH.
Title meaning:
“Gonna Get Over You” was actually inspired by the series that I have been taken with lately, The Sing Off. It is such a great series! Maybe because I’m really into a capella stuff. WHO KNOWS. Maybe I’m just weird… but I’m sure at least SOME people agree with me! Urban Method was one of the groups in the final 3 and sang with Sara Bareilles with her latest single – Gonna Get Over You.
There’s the link, but I guess I’m really digging this whole 50’s sock-hop theme. Hahah – it’s super! The lyrics will be everywhere in my blog today~
And I tell myself to let the story end,
My heart will rest in someone else’s hand
My ‘why not me?’ philosophy began,
And I say
Ooh, how’m I gonna get over you?
I’ll be alright, just not tonight
Someday, oh I wish you’d want me to stay
I’ll be alright, just not tonight,
Someday…
Awesome videos:
So I haven’t done this in a while, huh? UMM. WHERE DO I BEGIN?!
I don’t think I ever posted this one up here. WHAT THE HECK. WONG FU PRODUCTIONS ONE MILLION SUBSCRIBERS VIDEO! 😀
I can’t believe I JUST discovered him recently! HIKAKIN is an epic Japanese beatboxer!
Mike Tompkins is super duper awesome. And this Christmas song proves it. I just can’t stand that he spelt ‘break’ wrong.
PACMAN X MOON = FREAKING EPIC STUFF! More from the House of Brain Bang…
Jason Chen and his original – Best Friend, definitely a great track… well, in my ears. 🙂
Victor King – why are you so damn talented?
Noted to self. I need more dance videos.
And I’m not the girl that I intend to be,
I dare you darling, just you wait and see
But this time not for you but just for me,
And I say
Ooh, how’m I gonna get over you?
I’ll be alright, just not tonight
Someday, oh I wish you’d want me to stay
I’ll be alright, just not tonight,
Someday…
Anyway, before I get sidetracked, I hope you enjoy the random drafts I have when I’m on the train – there really isn’t anything else to do… Sigh. I hope you all have a wonderful holiday! I know I haven’t written much lately, but please bear with me. I am terrible with these things. I’ll write something more get-down-serious stuff in a week or so? Once I can have something to write about… inspiration anyone?
Say it’s coming soon,
Someday without you,
All I can do
Is get me past the ghost of you,
Wave goodbye to me,
I won’t say I’m sorry,
I’ll be alright
once I find the other side of someday.
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
Stuck Like Glue.
Posted on: November 26, 2011
There you go making my heart beat again,
Heart beat again,
Heart beat again,
There you go making me feel like a kid,
Won’t you do it, and do it one time?
There you go pulling me right back in,
Right back in,
Right back in,
And I know, I’m never letting this go…
I’m stuck on you.
Stuck like glue,
You and me baby, we’re stuck like glue.
Seems like lately, I’ve been obsessed with this song, thanks to The Sing Off, an a cappella show which I didn’t find out about until recently! I am so amazed by the talent that is being displayed on a show like this and ZOMG, PENTATONIX HAVE TO WIN! They are the future to a cappella. There is no other.
You can check out Pentatonix’s epic cover of Sugarland‘s Stuck Like Glue in the link below! They even added reggae in it! AWESOME AREN’T THEY?! 😀
There are so many other groups in the show like…
Vocal Point singing an Elvis Presley Medley. I have to say, it is so captivating. And amazing, and beautiful. When they get into Can’t Help Falling In Love, I was just drawn… My heart melted! It’s so beautiful – check it out in the video below 🙂
Delilah singing How To Love (originally by Lil Wayne). Really something emotional.
There are so many more videos. I can’t believe I got distracted while I was trying to write this blog post. I swear I’ll write more next time. LOL. MORE PENTATONIX!
Voting for The Sing Off ends on Monday – please help me out and vote for them! Click HERE.
I’ll be back to complete my list of favourite performances.
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
Freeeeedom.
Posted on: November 18, 2011
Hey guys! University is officially over for the time being for me and thus, more time to blog! I’m sorry I haven’t blogged lately, I just haven’t had the time with the massive amounts of assessments that were due in the short amount of time. 😦
BUT HERE I AM.
Here are some of the promised photos I took while checking out a few temples around Sydney…
So this is Kwan Yin.
Some walkway next to the temple.
Paying respects.
Want to know your fortune?
I was bored while waiting in line for the TicTic Tour II. 😀
Pretty awesome watching him sing. Godly. ❤
Walking to the bus stop... at my old university.
So many videos to post. Maybe tomorrow. I need to catch up on some Zs.
Goodnight all. It was nice to join back to cyberspace even if it was only for a few minutes. 🙂 I’ve missed you guys.
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
Relationships.
Posted on: October 8, 2011
- In: Life in general. | Rants.
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The one word that could make or break you… when you’re in love or crushing on a certain somebody. How do friends continue being friends when something has clearly changed? When a rift between close friends is because someone else got in between you two? I dislike knowing that years of friendship could mean so little to ‘best friends’ when a person of mutual interest walks by. That pain that you feel in your heart… it’s that sense of betrayal.
It’s time to get all the cards on the table guys! What I mean is, if you want to say something, SAY IT. Don’t hide it. It’ll only get worse. Be honest to your friend if you KNOW you’re crushing on the same person. Especially if you knew that they had liked them for quite a while. Haven’t you ever read the Bro Code? Honestly. If you know a bro likes a girl, and you’re developing feelings for said girl, you know yourself that liking that girl will break your brolationship. Are you trying to say that friendship between bros mean nothing to you? Don’t EVER say that nothing is going on and making moves or continuing to get closer to said crush. That’s called being a douchebag. Douchebags are there to hurt, not get friendly with.
So, people who are bored to read this… with a recent revelation of this scenario, I’m just wondering if my POV is not reasonable enough… I mean, some people might think that my form of reasoning isn’t reasonable and I’m just biased. So, I bid this question to you all to answer/reply to me. Either do this via this blog post, or even MSN me (if you have me on MSN) or just email me… somehow. :L
Getting a girl/guy, is like training and then running in a race. S/he is the goal/prize/gold medal/trophy/object of winning, and the training is merely preparing yourself for this said relationship and building up that friendship.
How would you explain to this to your crush if they posed this to you? How would you prove that they are more than an object of retrieval, more than a prize, more than a trophy, more than a goal when you’re trying to win her over? They are what you want… and you’re simply trying to get to that “relationship” status.
It would be really great if I could get your responses to this. 🙂
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
Ring of Fire.
Posted on: September 26, 2011
Guess who’s back, back again.
Krazii’s back. Tell a friend. 🙂
Hey guys. This is going to be a different post than the usual.
I’m just going back to the roots why I started this in the first place. It was a sense of ranting/release of creativity/university assessments… or just something that I don’t really release to the world that is my social life. I know friends read this, I know randoms read this. So I sincerely hope that I reach to your non-existent expectations. I know I’m random. I’m weird. I’m a bit of everything. This all equates to something that is my being.
So if you don’t know me, HI. Nice to meet you… well, I’m not really meeting you. But you know what I mean. My name is kraziishiz. I respect my friends as they respect me (well, I hope to think that way). My perspective has changed throughout my life, as it would and should. Change is inevitable. Why would my case be any different? I guess I thought that I had been through the worst of situations, but I know that isn’t the case. I trust too easily, I fall in love too easily and I pretty much love being a social butterfly.
Thing is… I’ve forgotten everything that was my priority about three years back. I was naive (what an old thing to say…) and stupid. I wasn’t thinking clearly and I still don’t have that clarity when I think about my future. By trusting those too easily back those years ago, I let myself open to anything and everything. Although, I soon realised that by trusting too easily, my heart was broken time and time again. Pain that I felt was always hidden and shadowed. It was always something that I had done everywhere I went. Hide the pain, paste a smile, laugh when you want to cry and just not be myself. I lived by the saying, ‘Be yourself… it’s all that you can do‘, but by not taking my own advice, I felt like I had betrayed myself. Being myself required something more different than the usual. I started to let go of any insecurities (but there are still things that I’m insecure about).
I became more like a socialite. Having more friends, talking more to others… but I realised that this too, was the wrong thing to do. In finding new friends, I let go of my old ones. They turned their backs on me after about a 4 year friendship. I guess that was my fault.
Some people are just meant to be in your life. Some just make an appearance.
In accordance to someone who made an appearance in my life, I’m sorry. I’m sorry to the one person who loved me for everything I was. I’m sorry I turned my back on you. I’m sorry I ruined our friendship, but you know I’m trying to build it back. You wanted things from me, and I was scared for my life. You were picturing a life with me, a family, a future. I couldn’t think the same of you. I was young and I was still confused about the future. I didn’t even know what I was going to do with my life. When you mentioned all those things, when you cried… I just couldn’t imagine it. I was afraid, and still am. It has been a few years, but you’re not what I wanted. I just wanted someone who would listen… who would care. I know you’ll find someone much better for you in the future. I know you’ll find the girl of your dreams. One who isn’t me. I’m sorry.
Indecisiveness could make or break someone. With mine, I guess it made me who I was… but broke me every time someone told me to make a choice. Life is all about those decisions. I needed to take my mind off things. I had to be more like my previous self. I needed to be more carefree than I was, experience new things… be the krazii self I was.
By being more carefree, I met someone who I just couldn’t turn my back on. He was self-conscious about himself, but he himself knew he could change things. He hadn’t received the affection he wanted. So, I gave it to him. I gave the affection he needed. I’m sorry if this was the wrong thing to do. It started off as a friendship. It ended as an unrequited love… and still continues to do so. An unrequited love that will remain in that tiny corner of my heart for as long as I shall live. You were my first true love. After you messed with my life, turned it upside-down, made it seem like hell by not talking to me… I don’t think I’ll turn back into that naive girl that you met.
Something clicked in my head. Something changed. This was wrong. I attempted to avoid you. Every time I was near you, it intoxicated me. My heart always took over my mind. What was I thinking? …I wasn’t. You were all I cared about. But you never cared for me. I was never able to live up to your expectations. As soon as another interest was available, you chose her over me. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough. But I could tell what you wanted. All the flaws you had, I loved you for them. But what was the point? Seems like I was missing that.
It has been a year or so. How have I evolved?
I haven’t opened myself completely to every activity out there… BUT, I have set myself a bit differently. Getting to know more people by setting up a society… but then losing it by transferring. This world I’m living in right now doesn’t allow me to be that socialite I wanted to be.
I have friends who know my name. How many actually know me? …That’s a question I want answered.
If you really knew me, you’d know what’s going on.
So, what does Ring of Fire mean to me?
It’s a Johnny Cash song, but I heard a cover of this song by Jack Savoretti from “Greek“. It’s an American drama series which I absolutely love watching for Cappie and Casey. This song played in Season 4, episode 5… after the Everest party. It just has that sense of wholesomeness. It also allowed me to reminisce. I guess that’s why I posted this up.
The taste of love is sweet
When hearts like ours meet
You see, I fell for you like a child
Oh, but the fire went wild
And know, I fell into a burning ring of fire
I went down, down, down but the flames grew higher
And it burns, burns, burns, this ring of fire
This ring of fire
Hope this isn’t too random. And I hope you enjoyed the post.
Cheerio guys.
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day. ❤
All Night Long.
Posted on: September 20, 2011
Hey guys! Back again for the time being.
I guess this time it’ll be more based on videos. So here goes nothing!
Title Meaning:
Okay, so I was somewhat lying when I said it was all videos, I mean, there’s always the typical stuff that is always around in my blogs. Like this. But then again, this relates to this new vid I just watched from Mike Tompkins! If you don’t know who he is already, he’s a YouTuber (no duh) who does all these a cappella renditions of songs. So this is just another addictive beat that he just covered! It’s called ‘All Night Long’, originally sung by Demi Lovato, featuring Timbaland (who Mike is currently working with) and Missy Elliot!
I’m including the link below! Hope you watch it!
YouTube vids:
Basic dancing stuff. Jabbawockeez. The standard. Devestating Stereo.
WongFu Productions. SHELL. New short. Awesome stuff. What memory would you like to keep? I sure as hell know which one I would want to keep.
WongFu Productions. WFW – 60. RAMEN COOK OFF. TOTES AWESOME! ❤
FENG. From QUEST. Typical awesome dancing mixed with the old school stuff that we love.
RYAN HIGA…. meets… Epic Meal Time. Take a gander, like a BAOSS.
So a bit of context for the next few videos… I’ve been into watching a bit of magic stuff lately. ITS AWESOME. MAGIC IS SO SUPERRRR! 😀 I mean, who wouldn’t think it would be so entertaining? Basic magicians that people should know… PENN AND TELLER 😀
Shawn Farquhar is totally AWESOMEEEEE!
Marco Tempest. This is also pretty awesome. Hope you love it.
Woah, okays. That’s a heap of videos. Hopefully enough for the time being… I attempted to balance the dancing with the singing… hopefully it worked. :DD
I’LL BE BACK FOR MORE LATERRR…. if I can find more videos 😦
Cheerio!
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
PRACTICAL = Death.
Posted on: September 13, 2011
Alright, I know I haven’t blogged in a while and was recently reminded (thank you very much :D)… and there isn’t really much to say. I’ve been caught up with university things and I have been on practical for my unit… I’ve been out and in the schools practically teaching and I’ve gotta say – NOT THE GREATEST IDEA EVER.
I’m only kidding! 🙂
It’s something quite fulfilling actually. The kids absolutely adore me (or so I like to think so :P) and they’re going to miss me because tomorrow is my last day of practical. Aww, what a shame. I’ve really grown attached to them as well. Shame on me. 😦 I think that’s how every teacher feels when you’ve taught a specific class for the year then you’ve switched to the next year… ngaw. It’s really something else 😦
ANYWAYS, I’ve been enjoying myself. Ticket sales for TICTIC are absolutely sucking at the moment. Worst idea ever… pffts, I mean URBANAGENT WAS THE WORST IDEA EVER. Sorry about that, I know it may seem slack to say this but Bav is seriously the worst person on the team to be part of it…. and now I’m ranting. She’s basically in charge of tickets for promoters but I can’t even contact her. WTF!
All in all, there have been quite a few videos that I should really post up or something and just like… tell all of you that its an amazing video and it’s totally awesome. I’m going to save that for tomorrow… I’ll remind myself this time to write tomorrow! Lets hope it happens.
SHORT BLOG FOR TODAY.
Cheerio buddehs! Hope everyone else has been well!
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
HEY GUYS!
Apologise for the wait, but TIC TIC TOUR II will DEFINITELY be hitting Sydney this year! YAY! The page that I posted up here actually got over 4000 likes and thank you ALL to whomever may read this that liked the page, you guys are awesome! Finally, this time I’ll actually get to see POREOTICS in the flesh 😉
I was totally having the time of my life before posting this… chyeah. I mean, being bombarded with assignments already and they’re due next week – what was I thinking?! GAH. I’m going to die this semester. Sigh. ANYWAYS, how have we all been? I’ve been making so many lame jokes in the outside world… I really feel like that age thing is hitting me now. You know how you have those ‘Dad jokes’? Well, yeahs… I’m spilling those kind of jokes – just not the dad part 😀
GETTING STRAIGHT INTO IT 🙂
TITLE MEANING:
Friends Don’t Let Friends Dial Drunk is an extremely long title, but something that you should all consider – don’t let your friends dial drunk you at the oddest of hours… it’s absolutely annoying… well, not if you’re awake 😛 HAHA. Anyways, to be extremely serious, it’s the new old song that I’m totally into right now. It is a song by the Plain White T’s and how I love seeing them in the drama that I have loved for years and finally am watching it in order – GREEK. -insert Wikipedia link here- (or not)
If you think it’s possible then anything is possible
But I think you’re impossible
I hope you prove me wrong
You only call me after you’ve had a fewYou only want to hang out when you’ve got nothing to do
Don’t tell me you love me and act like you don’t
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
ONTO THE VIDEOS :
YOUTUBE VIDS:
Ahh Wong Fu Productions… “We were balancing redox equations! Our chemistry was so good!” GOD, I LOVE SCIENCE RELATED COMMENTS. Officially sold. ❤ AND YES, I NEED MORE JUMBA IN MY LIFE. Definitely FULL-PHILED my expectations! 😉 LOL. I am so lame…
Ryan Higa looks so awesome in this! …and oh yeah, Clara C is alright too 😛 Hahah, I like how easygoing this song is… very nice 🙂 The touches of violin in this song make it so nice to listen to!
Lets throw in a dancing vid! POREOTICS AT HHI – that’s the HIPHOP INTERNATIONAL 🙂 Hope you all enjoy – they dance for our entertainment! HEHE. There are two different performances – enjoy them both, POREOTICS IS AWESOME.
OH MY GOD. CAN’T FORGET THE QUEST VIDEO. BEST 10 MINUTES OF MY LIFE.
ANYWAYS GUYS.
I’m off now – got plenty of stuff to do right now. Yup. Completely.
HAVE A WONDERFUL, AWESOME… SOME OTHER ADJECTIVE THAT IMPLIES COOLNESSNESS DAY! 😀
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
kraziishiz defines life... 