Ring of Fire.
Posted on: September 26, 2011
Guess who’s back, back again.
Krazii’s back. Tell a friend. 🙂
Hey guys. This is going to be a different post than the usual.
I’m just going back to the roots why I started this in the first place. It was a sense of ranting/release of creativity/university assessments… or just something that I don’t really release to the world that is my social life. I know friends read this, I know randoms read this. So I sincerely hope that I reach to your non-existent expectations. I know I’m random. I’m weird. I’m a bit of everything. This all equates to something that is my being.
So if you don’t know me, HI. Nice to meet you… well, I’m not really meeting you. But you know what I mean. My name is kraziishiz. I respect my friends as they respect me (well, I hope to think that way). My perspective has changed throughout my life, as it would and should. Change is inevitable. Why would my case be any different? I guess I thought that I had been through the worst of situations, but I know that isn’t the case. I trust too easily, I fall in love too easily and I pretty much love being a social butterfly.
Thing is… I’ve forgotten everything that was my priority about three years back. I was naive (what an old thing to say…) and stupid. I wasn’t thinking clearly and I still don’t have that clarity when I think about my future. By trusting those too easily back those years ago, I let myself open to anything and everything. Although, I soon realised that by trusting too easily, my heart was broken time and time again. Pain that I felt was always hidden and shadowed. It was always something that I had done everywhere I went. Hide the pain, paste a smile, laugh when you want to cry and just not be myself. I lived by the saying, ‘Be yourself… it’s all that you can do‘, but by not taking my own advice, I felt like I had betrayed myself. Being myself required something more different than the usual. I started to let go of any insecurities (but there are still things that I’m insecure about).
I became more like a socialite. Having more friends, talking more to others… but I realised that this too, was the wrong thing to do. In finding new friends, I let go of my old ones. They turned their backs on me after about a 4 year friendship. I guess that was my fault.
Some people are just meant to be in your life. Some just make an appearance.
In accordance to someone who made an appearance in my life, I’m sorry. I’m sorry to the one person who loved me for everything I was. I’m sorry I turned my back on you. I’m sorry I ruined our friendship, but you know I’m trying to build it back. You wanted things from me, and I was scared for my life. You were picturing a life with me, a family, a future. I couldn’t think the same of you. I was young and I was still confused about the future. I didn’t even know what I was going to do with my life. When you mentioned all those things, when you cried… I just couldn’t imagine it. I was afraid, and still am. It has been a few years, but you’re not what I wanted. I just wanted someone who would listen… who would care. I know you’ll find someone much better for you in the future. I know you’ll find the girl of your dreams. One who isn’t me. I’m sorry.
Indecisiveness could make or break someone. With mine, I guess it made me who I was… but broke me every time someone told me to make a choice. Life is all about those decisions. I needed to take my mind off things. I had to be more like my previous self. I needed to be more carefree than I was, experience new things… be the krazii self I was.
By being more carefree, I met someone who I just couldn’t turn my back on. He was self-conscious about himself, but he himself knew he could change things. He hadn’t received the affection he wanted. So, I gave it to him. I gave the affection he needed. I’m sorry if this was the wrong thing to do. It started off as a friendship. It ended as an unrequited love… and still continues to do so. An unrequited love that will remain in that tiny corner of my heart for as long as I shall live. You were my first true love. After you messed with my life, turned it upside-down, made it seem like hell by not talking to me… I don’t think I’ll turn back into that naive girl that you met.
Something clicked in my head. Something changed. This was wrong. I attempted to avoid you. Every time I was near you, it intoxicated me. My heart always took over my mind. What was I thinking? …I wasn’t. You were all I cared about. But you never cared for me. I was never able to live up to your expectations. As soon as another interest was available, you chose her over me. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough. But I could tell what you wanted. All the flaws you had, I loved you for them. But what was the point? Seems like I was missing that.
It has been a year or so. How have I evolved?
I haven’t opened myself completely to every activity out there… BUT, I have set myself a bit differently. Getting to know more people by setting up a society… but then losing it by transferring. This world I’m living in right now doesn’t allow me to be that socialite I wanted to be.
I have friends who know my name. How many actually know me? …That’s a question I want answered.
If you really knew me, you’d know what’s going on.
So, what does Ring of Fire mean to me?
It’s a Johnny Cash song, but I heard a cover of this song by Jack Savoretti from “Greek“. It’s an American drama series which I absolutely love watching for Cappie and Casey. This song played in Season 4, episode 5… after the Everest party. It just has that sense of wholesomeness. It also allowed me to reminisce. I guess that’s why I posted this up.
The taste of love is sweet
When hearts like ours meet
You see, I fell for you like a child
Oh, but the fire went wild
And know, I fell into a burning ring of fire
I went down, down, down but the flames grew higher
And it burns, burns, burns, this ring of fire
This ring of fire
Hope this isn’t too random. And I hope you enjoyed the post.
Cheerio guys.
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day. ❤
All Night Long.
Posted on: September 20, 2011
Hey guys! Back again for the time being.
I guess this time it’ll be more based on videos. So here goes nothing!
Title Meaning:
Okay, so I was somewhat lying when I said it was all videos, I mean, there’s always the typical stuff that is always around in my blogs. Like this. But then again, this relates to this new vid I just watched from Mike Tompkins! If you don’t know who he is already, he’s a YouTuber (no duh) who does all these a cappella renditions of songs. So this is just another addictive beat that he just covered! It’s called ‘All Night Long’, originally sung by Demi Lovato, featuring Timbaland (who Mike is currently working with) and Missy Elliot!
I’m including the link below! Hope you watch it!
YouTube vids:
Basic dancing stuff. Jabbawockeez. The standard. Devestating Stereo.
WongFu Productions. SHELL. New short. Awesome stuff. What memory would you like to keep? I sure as hell know which one I would want to keep.
WongFu Productions. WFW – 60. RAMEN COOK OFF. TOTES AWESOME! ❤
FENG. From QUEST. Typical awesome dancing mixed with the old school stuff that we love.
RYAN HIGA…. meets… Epic Meal Time. Take a gander, like a BAOSS.
So a bit of context for the next few videos… I’ve been into watching a bit of magic stuff lately. ITS AWESOME. MAGIC IS SO SUPERRRR! 😀 I mean, who wouldn’t think it would be so entertaining? Basic magicians that people should know… PENN AND TELLER 😀
Shawn Farquhar is totally AWESOMEEEEE!
Marco Tempest. This is also pretty awesome. Hope you love it.
Woah, okays. That’s a heap of videos. Hopefully enough for the time being… I attempted to balance the dancing with the singing… hopefully it worked. :DD
I’LL BE BACK FOR MORE LATERRR…. if I can find more videos 😦
Cheerio!
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
PRACTICAL = Death.
Posted on: September 13, 2011
Alright, I know I haven’t blogged in a while and was recently reminded (thank you very much :D)… and there isn’t really much to say. I’ve been caught up with university things and I have been on practical for my unit… I’ve been out and in the schools practically teaching and I’ve gotta say – NOT THE GREATEST IDEA EVER.
I’m only kidding! 🙂
It’s something quite fulfilling actually. The kids absolutely adore me (or so I like to think so :P) and they’re going to miss me because tomorrow is my last day of practical. Aww, what a shame. I’ve really grown attached to them as well. Shame on me. 😦 I think that’s how every teacher feels when you’ve taught a specific class for the year then you’ve switched to the next year… ngaw. It’s really something else 😦
ANYWAYS, I’ve been enjoying myself. Ticket sales for TICTIC are absolutely sucking at the moment. Worst idea ever… pffts, I mean URBANAGENT WAS THE WORST IDEA EVER. Sorry about that, I know it may seem slack to say this but Bav is seriously the worst person on the team to be part of it…. and now I’m ranting. She’s basically in charge of tickets for promoters but I can’t even contact her. WTF!
All in all, there have been quite a few videos that I should really post up or something and just like… tell all of you that its an amazing video and it’s totally awesome. I’m going to save that for tomorrow… I’ll remind myself this time to write tomorrow! Lets hope it happens.
SHORT BLOG FOR TODAY.
Cheerio buddehs! Hope everyone else has been well!
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
HEY GUYS!
Apologise for the wait, but TIC TIC TOUR II will DEFINITELY be hitting Sydney this year! YAY! The page that I posted up here actually got over 4000 likes and thank you ALL to whomever may read this that liked the page, you guys are awesome! Finally, this time I’ll actually get to see POREOTICS in the flesh 😉
I was totally having the time of my life before posting this… chyeah. I mean, being bombarded with assignments already and they’re due next week – what was I thinking?! GAH. I’m going to die this semester. Sigh. ANYWAYS, how have we all been? I’ve been making so many lame jokes in the outside world… I really feel like that age thing is hitting me now. You know how you have those ‘Dad jokes’? Well, yeahs… I’m spilling those kind of jokes – just not the dad part 😀
GETTING STRAIGHT INTO IT 🙂
TITLE MEANING:
Friends Don’t Let Friends Dial Drunk is an extremely long title, but something that you should all consider – don’t let your friends dial drunk you at the oddest of hours… it’s absolutely annoying… well, not if you’re awake 😛 HAHA. Anyways, to be extremely serious, it’s the new old song that I’m totally into right now. It is a song by the Plain White T’s and how I love seeing them in the drama that I have loved for years and finally am watching it in order – GREEK. -insert Wikipedia link here- (or not)
If you think it’s possible then anything is possible
But I think you’re impossible
I hope you prove me wrong
You only call me after you’ve had a fewYou only want to hang out when you’ve got nothing to do
Don’t tell me you love me and act like you don’t
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
ONTO THE VIDEOS :
YOUTUBE VIDS:
Ahh Wong Fu Productions… “We were balancing redox equations! Our chemistry was so good!” GOD, I LOVE SCIENCE RELATED COMMENTS. Officially sold. ❤ AND YES, I NEED MORE JUMBA IN MY LIFE. Definitely FULL-PHILED my expectations! 😉 LOL. I am so lame…
Ryan Higa looks so awesome in this! …and oh yeah, Clara C is alright too 😛 Hahah, I like how easygoing this song is… very nice 🙂 The touches of violin in this song make it so nice to listen to!
Lets throw in a dancing vid! POREOTICS AT HHI – that’s the HIPHOP INTERNATIONAL 🙂 Hope you all enjoy – they dance for our entertainment! HEHE. There are two different performances – enjoy them both, POREOTICS IS AWESOME.
OH MY GOD. CAN’T FORGET THE QUEST VIDEO. BEST 10 MINUTES OF MY LIFE.
ANYWAYS GUYS.
I’m off now – got plenty of stuff to do right now. Yup. Completely.
HAVE A WONDERFUL, AWESOME… SOME OTHER ADJECTIVE THAT IMPLIES COOLNESSNESS DAY! 😀
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
To all my Asian buddies…
Posted on: August 7, 2011
So, apparently it was Lunar year’s version of Valentines! Did you spend it with someone special? Or your broooooski? 😀
Haha, well. I spent it with my true love… Boredom 😛 Oh, it was just amazing. ANYWAYS, yes. Happy Chinese Valentines! If no-one wants to be your Valentines, I’ll be your random someone! 8D
…cause I’m cool like that.
Just a short post while I’m on the train to work 😦 LIFE IS GOOD.
“Stop thinking in terms of limitations and start thinking in terms of possibilities.
– Terry Josephson”
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day~ ❤
Dead again.
Posted on: July 29, 2011
Looks like I really don’t live up to what I say… maybe because I’m lying around doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING is refraining me from blogging so much – shame on me! Anyways, how have you all been? I restart university next Monday and I am absolutely looking forward to — nothing. University is boring. I’m glad I actually pass these subjects! WHEE.
I guess its because I haven’ t really been on my computer lately affects how I DON’T blog on a occasional basis… ah wells. I apologise guys. Looks like my blog posts will be random or until someone tells me to do it anyways! 😀
First things first, videos! -insert applause here-
YouTube Vids:
Dominic “D-Trix” Sandoval, you are hilarious. His skits may be sometimes too annoying to listen to, and sometimes they’re just right. This just happens to be one of them. Who knew he could sing? With a self-made beat and a few random lyrics… I guess this is how it turned out – not bad. 😛 “Teach Me How to Plank” is awesome. (Y)
Having recently watching the ending of Harry Potter (woah, its been years…), its something ending within our childhood. Anyways, this guy seems to do a pretty good job in summarising the entire series in 99 seconds – yeah, you heard me! It’s weird knowing that your childhood could be summarised in 99 seconds though… a huge chunk of your life…!
And I recently found out about this channel – I reckon it’s pretty dope. I love this mashup of the Adele mix. Don’t you think it’s pretty good too? 😀
I can’t think of any random dance vids to throw up, so maybe I’ll come back with more dance vids next time. I apologise for this! D:
Oh, and I can’t think of any other videos to throw up now, there isn’t really much of a selection (in my point of view)… D:
OH, AND DRAGONS NEST IS FINALLY OUT – you know where I’ll be from now on 😛
Short post because it’s getting late and I don’t want to delay this any further. APOLOGIES again! I’ll be back tomorrow. Hopefully I’ll keep to my word this time. 🙂
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
You Can.
Posted on: July 7, 2011
I’m still awake and stumbled upon a song I never really cared much for. David Archuleta caught my attention when he became runner-up to David Cook in American Idol… but also when he released his first official single – Crush. What a song! My friend and I always seem to play this song over and over whenever we’re at karaoke together… speaking of which, I haven’t gone there in a while… ANYWAYS.
Going through his album, I realised this song, “You Can” is something I would usually overlook. I judge songs more on lyrics than the actual song, but you know – something catchy (melody wise) is good as well. It’s such a nice song, slow and easygoing. I mean, recently, everything seems to be techno/beats/bass/whatever else… I mean, that’s all you hear mainstream… other than Adele. Adele is pretty coolio.
Take me where I’ve never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait
Tell me I’m not on my own
Tell me I won’t be alone
Tell me what I’m feeling isn’t some mistake
‘Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can
There are also other great songs on his self-titled album. I’ve just gotten sick of today’s music that I just decided to throw my music on shuffle and just be surprised. And, honestly? I’m surprised I have so many soundtracks of just classical instrumentals. Tonnes of anime/drama background music – why did I even bother? I’m so weird. The Ouran High School Host Club soundtrack was awesome though! …totally going off topic.
Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?
‘Cause everything that brought me here
Well, now it all seems so clear
Baby, you’re the one that I’ve been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can
WELL, anyways, I just haven’t been blogging at all lately… so I just wanted to show that I am alive and I will continue to type random things up here including stuff like… ZOMG – THERE’S GOING TO BE AN OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB JDORAMA! It’s going to be released this season! Something I’m looking forward to because Yusuke Yamamoto will be playing as Tamaki -droool-! Blah, I don’t know whether he’ll suit the role though :T Looks like I’ll have to find out myself!
Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no-one’s ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know
This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can’t fool myself
It’s you and no-one else
As you can see, I pretty much filled up this blog with lyrics! And thus, randomly counts as a blog! I’ll continue this randomness tomorrow and add more posts on NOTHING. Sounds like a whole bunch of fun! It also sounds like I don’t have a life… ah wells. It’s these kind of moments that I live for. 😛
Hope you guys like my random post! There’ll be more tomorrow! 😉
CHEERIO BUDDIES.
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
I’m baaaaack!
Posted on: July 6, 2011
Alright, so I’ve massively failed to completely dedicate myself to my blog for this year… which is an epic fail – how bad. I’m such a terrible person.
In my previous updates, Boombox was the priority, and as unfortunate as this seems, I missed out on the David Choi concert in Sydney. OH THE REGRET. I can’t believe I missed out on it – but I wasn’t really into actually attending at first… damn. I should’ve just gone. My attention has actually just moved onto the TIC TIC TWO Tour that will be touring Australia… but wait, the bad news keeps coming… THEY’RE NOT COMING TO SYDNEY. I mean, COME ON GUYS! It’s not an Australian tour without a stop to Sydney! That’s just terrible. So, if you’re a Sydney sider and you want to see the HECTIC line-up that they have planned, I’ll post up links somewhere in this blog. 🙂
Here’s the line-up.
Click here to support the event to come to Sydney!
Other than that, university has finished for the time being and I’m currently in my break. Oh the fun! I haven’t done anything extremely exciting yet, but hopefully, it’ll be better as the time passes…… well, lets hope. I hope you’ve all been well too! 🙂
Kicking off the blog with my usual, just random video posts up and whatever attracts my attention..!
Title meaning:
Well, I’m pretty sure you get what it means. If you do, VERY GOOD. If you don’t, seriously guys… just… seriously.
YouTube videos:
So, gonna throw a random amount – the videos haven’t been that great to me, but I’ll throw up the most memorable.
Jason Chen and Gerald Ko made a Chinese cover of “Baby” from Justin Bieber… “Baobei” 🙂 I hope you guys enjoy it! It was something to remember… even though I just dislike the sound of Mandarin… -cough-
The sophisicated sounds of Hokuto Konishi and the amazing vocals from Victor Kim (both members of Quest Crew) make this wonderful acoustic cover of LMFAO’s “Party Rock Anthem” to celebrate their 100 million views on YouTube! What a way to celebrate! It just makes me smile… Hok 😛
After meeting Kevjumba, it was interesting to see this video being uploaded onto his YouTube account. Oh man, the awkwardness is just rising… isn’t it? It completely doesn’t suit him and just… ugh. Kevjumba’s videos are clean! THIS ISN’T. D;
Another awesome WongFu Productions sketch! I just love watching this video over and over again. It’s totally awesome, isn’t it?
This song got me though my exams… I wonder how that happened 😛
Best choreography from the best guys out there. Moon and FENG rock it up! So smooth with swagger, attitude and just with the greatness of pure hip-hop. Done at the Quest Learning Center!
I want to love you (P.Y.T), pretty young thing~ Man, this song is just so cool and great from the legends of music. The king of pop himself, Michael Jackson. A Cappella Cover done by Mike Tompkins – props to him for this!
I can’t think of any other videos to throw up here… so enjoy guys!
ABDC 6:
I know I posted who the winners were but I never really posted up the actual videos of the winning performances or performances from the other crews… Well, there were plenty of performances… HEAPS! So, I don’t know whether I should throw all the videos up here… but here were the more interesting ones!
Oops, before I get to the finale, here’s the dance battle between the two top crews! Personal opinion: I.aM.mE. totally won 😛
Opening act – the two top crews (I.aM.mE. and ICONic Boyz) danced to Pink’s “Raise Your Glass”, I’m pretty sure you could tell who was better! 😉
Poreotics rocked it out to Rebecca Black’s “Friday”, oh dear. Not as much of a car crash as you think!
We Are Heroes danced to “Who Run the World (Girls)” by Beyonce. I thought it was an alright performance, not necessarily their best.
QUEST FREAKIN’ CREW SHUFFLING ON THE ABDC STAGE! Sorry, I just love Quest Crew… and they starred in LMFAO’s music video – this music choice was definite!
How could you forget JabbaWockeeZ? They did freaking amazing in this and are true innovators! This is totally insane!
ICONic Boyz and I.aM.mE. both had their performances after all the previous winners performed. This is ICONic Boyz’s performance before the actual revealing of the winners. What do you think? I just thought that the fact that they weren’t in sync, and their choreography was getting old… I think they should learn more about dance. So many other styles for them to learn!
I.aM.mE. rocking it out to Far East Movement’s “Rocketeer” – how AWESOME. That’s one small step for I.aM.mE., one giant leap for ABDC. You know it. Moon’s parents… man, so proud. Oh, and Moon as Super Mario – DOPE! ❤
And of course, winners announced. I cried when this happened. I felt like they deserved every single applause they got. I was so overjoyed at this moment because they’ve been a working project for a while now, and now the world can appreciate their style of dance. They always put their hearts on the stage and they did what they always set out to do… INSPIRE. MOTIVATE. ENERGIZE. Oh, and I hated ICONic Boyz anyways. 😛
ANYWAYS, blogging takes forever for me to do… -cries- So I hope you guys enjoyed this. I’ll be back at another time… hopefully within the next few days. SORRY BOUT THIS.
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
Is it worth it?
Posted on: June 8, 2011
Was it ever worth it?
Was it even possible?
Was it ever possible?
Could you make it happen?
Sometimes, I wonder about the little things in life. Well, who doesn’t? There are so many possibilities. There are so many paths to choose, yet we never seem to decide on the one that could possibly benefit us the most. Rather, we choose the one that gives us more pain.
Sometimes, life goes your way. What have you done to deserve it?
I really want to know, because even that tiny little shed of happiness will make my day. A simple text from Ed Westwick can do that. It causes me to wonder what else would make me happy. There are probably a long list of things, but obviously, I’m not going to rant on about my likes and dislikes and whatnot.
Tears overflow as people so dear to you, so close to you… leave your side. They act as if they don’t know you. They act as if they don’t care. They act as if they weren’t your friend. They basically just acted as if you were never there.
– – –
Don’t tell me you love me, when you love someone else.
Don’t tell me you want to see me, when you want to see someone else.
Don’t tell me to comfort you, when you want someone else to be there.
Don’t tell me to kill you, just because life isn’t going your way.
Don’t tell me you want me to help you, when you really just want to hurt me.
– – –
I tried understanding. I really did. But all you did was cause me more pain. I swear, I’ve cried a litre of tears for you already.
In some ways, I wish I had never met you.
In some ways, I’m glad I did because I realised how it felt to have my emotions pulled by a single person, as if you were the puppeteer and I were the puppet… there are strings attached. One of those strings, just happen to be red. As in, the red string of fate, which meant we were meant to meet… we were meant to know each other.
That red string of fate just happens to be my only hope because… it looks like I’ll have to cut all ties with you… eventually.
– – –
Old school blog I found on another site I used to blog on. Decided to post it up here because I know I am a better person now than I was before. No-one will change me. Nothing can alter me. If you do, well, I sure as hell hope you’re ready to get beaten.
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
Who are you?
Posted on: June 7, 2011
I AM ME.
Winners of ABDC 6!
Needless to say anything else :3
Hoping to bring a little krazii in your day ❤
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